Birthday wishes...

Don't really have any, actually. And its not even that close to my birthday yet! XD CHRISTMAS IS AROUND THE CORNER! (CRAP! Christmas shopping. >.<)

But it's sorta related to my blogging. Cause I really wanna do vlogs, and don't wanna type as much, so I asked a friend to get me a webcam for my birthday. First time in a long time, if ever, I reckon, that I've asked someone who's not family to get me something. xD Cause according to my parents I've already used my birthday AND Christmas gifts. Hahaha, oh well.

Honestly, apart from a webcam, there's not much else I want. Wait. I just lied. There's a lot I want. But nothing purchasable by cash, efpos, or even MASTERCARD.

I've been swimming more recently, and I feel good about that. But I'm not losing any weight, damnit. >.<

Oh, ok VCE results. (Ugh! I have alot to write about, already know what I'm gonna write for next paragraph! XDD) I didn't do great. For Japanese, I got okay, but then I found out I got rejected by my principal to do University Japanese. I got a bit cut, but (above paragraph) prayed about it and then realized that maybe this is what God planned, cause He wants me to focus on all my other subjects and all (OH! ANOTHER PARAGRAPH IDEA! PHYSICAL MENTAL NOTE: PSYCHOLOGY!). Hmm. Chinese I failed. If I did second language, I might have done alright, but I didn't. *shrugs* Already stop caring! XD Not in a bad way, but like. It just passed me by, and now its over. So now what?

OH CRAP. I forgot my idea when I wrote that first bracketed sentence in the previous paragraph. Damnit. Maybe it was something about how everyone went VCE crazy and stuff. *shrugs* But psychology. Okay, this is a really REALLY weird story, but I'll tell you guys anyways. So this is how it all went down............. I was just at school and after a period of singing or something, my name was called out to see Mr. Sloan the daily organizer and subject coordinator or something. This was regarding my subjects, because the subjects I put down were: ENGLISH ENGLISH LANGUAGE ----> (IF NOT, THEN JAPANESE)
MATH METHODS
CHEMISTRY
ART

So I went to see him and because Eng Lang isn't running, I changed to Japanese, but I had a funny feeling. I was thinking "Why should I do it again? It's fun and all, but is it WORTH it? What if I do well in it? Then theres no point! Or what if I don't get into Uni Jap? Then what is gonna motivate me to do REALLY well?" As it turns out, didn't do great and didn't get into University Japanese. *shrugs* ANYWAYS, on with the story.

So I was talking with friends, and a good friend of mine was like "DO PSYCH!" and that got me thinking.... "Maybe I should do Psych... I've already done Unit 1.... so....it cant be too hard, yeah? and its more worth it than doing Japanese again" So I went to Sloan again, and asked to be changed to Psych, and he said that someone just pulled out of it and there was ONE spot left. AND ONLY ONE SPOT. (Thank God!) And so, being the opportunist that I am, I jumped at it and said I'll take it. I reasoned out that it would be easier to jump into Japanese, than jump into Psych if it's THAT full. So I got the place! Whoot!

Later that day, I was looking around school for lingering year 12s trying to sell books, but no one had Psych... depressing!!! And then the first call I made was to this pretty awesome guy SLo and.... he didn't pick up. BUT! Later on he called me back and told me that he still had his Psych books! Btw, by this point, I've virtually bought ALL my books already, and because Psych was so last minute, I had to start scavenging for books. So he had books! YAY!

Right after I closed the deal with SLo, Josh came up to me and was like "DOES HE HAVE METHODS BOOKS?!??! AND ENGLISH BOOKS?!" or something like that. So I called SLo again and ask him, and he said that he has NO BOOKS LEFT! He only has Psych books left. WHAT ARE THE CHANCES?! (THANK GOD AGAIN!)

All this was already pretty mindboggling. When I brought it up with another friend, he was like "You could just be overthinking it" and yes, I usually overthink. So I dwindled down about it. Tried not to think about it so much.

AND THEN! A few days later or something, I'm with Josh again and we are talking, I decide to tell him about it. All I said was like "You know, with the whole Psychology deal..." and he was like "God did it." IS THIS OBVIOUS CONFIRMATION OR WHAT?! (THANK GOD AGAIN AGAIN!)

Yeah, so thats the story.

BUT OMGOSH. I looked back at the post, and I realized, SOMEHOW one of the paragraphs disappeared. DAMNIT. Aw crap, it was TWO paragraphs (pretty damn long ones at that!)! Or at least TWO MAIN IDEAS! DAMN! Maybe it means I shouldn't write about it.... Hm.. I'll jot the thoughts down, and I'll write about it again some other time, maybe, if I feel its right. (It didn't feel right when I wrote it the first time. Probably wrong motivation. But I might write about it. In due time.)
Idea1: Friends (Lidders, Seaweedgirl, Jmee)
Idea2: God and prayer

I'm out for the night.

-jmah-