rawr. Okay.
Haven't been on for a while, cause been busy and crap and crap and more crap.
No excuses.
Well! Okay. It's holidays at the moment. It has been for the past two weeks-ish. So yeah. Updateish.
LinC camp. good fun. don't really want to go into it right now, so blah.
Over the hols, didnt do too much, but I had planned to do so much work and bleh. I died out. So tomorrow I'm spending the WHOLE day studying. I have nothing on so I can study. But I do have to apologize to some people about me keeping that day entirely empty. Sorry!
School starts on Monday. Ugh.
Okay, something that has been on my mind recently. Well, yesterday I had this thing at school which I had to go to. It was for Japanese. I got up and planned to catch the 8:54, but then I couldn't be bothered. So I tried for the 9:09, but decided to actually eat my breakfast. So I had to catch the 9:31 or something. That's what I THOUGHT I had caught anyways.
In fact, I caught the 304 to the city. Ugh. I don't know. I didn't even LOOK at the bus number, I just hopped on and sat there. I noticed something was wrong by the time the bus turned onto the freeway, but it didn't hit me until I was minutes away from the city. I CAUGHT THE 304! Ah shit. Oh well. Didn't freak out too much. AND THEN! My phone gave me a shock. It like...crashed or something. Went entirely blank and I couldn't open anything. It was like...frozen and black. I took the battery out and then replaced it and started up and all was good. Whew.
I got off near MC and then took a train back to South Yarra. I went to the Japanese thing, which I feel was a complete waste of time. Except maybe that Fujino gave us some pretty good resources. It was planned to be 10AM-3PM, but then he was feeling sick. And most of us haven't finished our detailed studies. So he reorganized to finish at 1PM.... BUT! He couldn't be stuffed teaching/guiding conversation so he let us off at 12:20? Yeah. I met up with a friend of mine and just walked around for a bit. Then I headed home.
BUT! I decided to stop by and see my mom. It was all good until I was leaving my mom's office and making my way home again. I took a CITY train instead of a Belgrave/Lilydale train.... UGH! I only realized when I hit Richmond again. SO FRUSTRATING. And then I had to wait some time for a Belgrave/Lilydale to get back home. *sigh* how depressing, eh? Well, to make it worse, I decided to think. Yes, I have to consciously decide to think when I wish to think. No, not really, but I thought. And I believe that was bad. It made me conscious of some things.
I realized that I've been rather bitchy recently. And quite pissy. Also, I've been very big headed about myself. That really pissed me off. Hmm. I was just sort of reflecting on the previous days and it really bugged me how self-centered I've been. And also just been stupid. So many stupid things I've done. For example, things I've said some really stupid things and stuff. Ugh. I dunno. I just wanna apologize to the friends I've been around recently, 'cause it's really annoying me how I've been acting. Sorry.
It got a little bit better, my day I mean, because I met up with some friends after they went ice skating and we went to Box Hill and just bummed. That was alright. =)
Okay. That was the main thing I wanted to blog about. It just pissed me off.
That night I spent with a good friend of mine, who made me feel a whole lots better, even if she didn't realize it. When I was watching Kungfu Panda with her, I just sorta forgot about what I was thinking about during the day. =) Thanks.
Today, I had my Big W induction. Which was a total bore. Didn't do much apart from watch DVDs and fill out forms and listen to people talk about stuff. Oh and filling out worksheets. For 7 hours? Ahh, the good side is that I get PAID FOR IT. YES! =)
I got my phone bill today, which I was really worried about, but luckily, I didn't go over my cap. I was maybe 100 bucks off. So I'm all good, and can spend more. =)
Okay. Yeah. I don't know whether anyone really bothers reading this crap, 'cause its mostly venting about myself. But thanks for bearing it through if you got through this far.
OH! OH!!! And I made a Vlog, but its really embarrassing and is for just one person. So I'm not gonna put it up. Haha. I look like a retard and its very similar to the others. =) So you're not missing out on much. Hehe.
Sorry about no LinC Camp Vlog, but I really couldn't be stuffed.
Anyways, I think I've written enough.
Stay cool and in school.
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Potato-man
NOTE: I was a fat-ass kid when I was younger. Not that I'm not fat now, but I was FAT-AS. Seriously. I was looking through old photos and MAN WAS I FAT. ._.;; Eeeh....
