SCHOOL.

Fa-reak-ing-A.

School is scary shit, ya know?

I haven't blogged about my trip yet... but I don't really have too much to say about it? Hahha. I have photos and that might explain some, but I really cannot be bothered uploading over 1000 photos right now. Ugh, gotta post beach photos too... >.<;;

Well, school is school. Started on Friday... I'm not complaining too much about my classes. I just hate my psychology class!!! Raaawr. I know no one! D=< Not that I'll blab about that... But it's just weird. Maybe it'll be good for me though. I dunno.

I haven't had Art yet, but I've thought about it over the summer, and I really don't know what I've gotten myself into. Oh shit. Speaking of which, I've signed myself up got a glass...moulding, I think it was, workshop. Starts on Tuesday, and it goes for... two months. ._. Oh my gosh, seriously, what did I get myself into?!

Okay, things on my mind:
1) Summer school application! Rargh! I need a letter of recommendation from a teacher who has worked closely with my work. And as if I would go to Kemp for that. No freaking way. And I have a new teacher this year, Delaney or something. Haven't met him yet... But I've gotta give him a few weeks to get to know my work to be able to write the letter. Hmmm. I can't wait to go, if I get in...

2) More exams? I'm thinking of piling myself up with exams this year. I don't really know whether thats smartor not... I've done my SATs (which, by the way, I'm gonna have to do AGAIN, 'cause I didn't really prepare hard enough for it), and I have my SAT 2s (Around 4 of them, two of them seriously, not even sure if I'll do the other two, or just do them half-assedly) to do... On top of that, I'm contemplating taking AP exams as well... if I did, I'd take like... 6 of them, and they are in May. Which means I gotta finish the VCE Methods and Chem course PRETTY DAMN FAST. Rargh. The choices.... It really all depends on where do I really want to go....

3) Me? I feel so looost!! Seriously, when I went on vacation, I went on vacation from alot of things... including GOD! Rargh! Now I feel like so many different things. What I mean is... I've always managed to identify myself as a child of God, but now its just like... I'm that and I'm something else. But can't I be both?! O_O This may just sound confusing as shit, but I don't know how to explain it. I just can't seem to piece myself together. There are so many things which I'm on both sides for and now it just doesn't seem to make sense. It all seemed perfectly fine BEFORE I left...so what changed??

As strange is it may sound, I've found that although Christian friends are great, I don't always realize how much I need my non-Christian friends too. Honestly, if it weren't for some of them, I probably wouldn't be Christian. Strange, eh?

Yeah, a general blog. I'll vlog soon. But I've got school tmr, so I'm gonna go to bed.

-jmah-